You know that I loved you a little ?
A little bit more inside.
You know that I thought you were something else ?
Like a comet rising.
D'you know that I was hopefless and praying,
With a wish to make you mine ?
D'you know that I thought it was really unreasonable
Cos when I had you I thought I had to hide ?

You mother, your father, your brothers are bleeding.
You're on my conscience and I
Could not connect or be true to another,
Until I'd therapised our demise.

I can still see me running,
Running away from you.
I can still see the panic,
That I thought I would have died from.
And I was in the doghouse,
In therapy inside.
And I was senseless,
Suffering suicide.

Cos I was your bleeding brother,
But I was myself inside.
Outside I couldn't connect it,
To the feelings I tried to hide.
I messed things up completely,
I apologised my teen life.
And I've accepted your ignorance of me now babe,
And here I am living my own life.

You mother your father, your brothers were bleeding,
You're on my conscience and I
Could not accept or be true to another,
Until I'd therapised our demise.

You mother your father, your brothers were bleeding,
You're on my conscience and I
Could not connect or be true to another,
Until I'd therapised our demise.